We got our new bed this weekend!!! Weeee! It's so big and fluffy! I just love it. It doesn't squeek when I move, I can just pop out of bed without disturbing Erik and I had the best and most intricate dreams in a while. Though because I must have been sleeping in a very precarious way, I injured my hand and now it is all cramped up and I can't bend my finger. I put some St. Johnswort tincture on it and rubbed in some arnica and cayenne oil, which helped a bit, but I think I'm due for a soak with the epsom salts shortly.
In other news, Erik is losing his job. We are going to be crippled financially very soon and I don't know when because it could be any time. He hates his job and I don't blame him for wanting this, even praying for this. I am looking forward to his total sense of freedom and independence too, but how we will come out of this financially, I just don't know. It's very scary any time you lose stability and don't know what the future holds. He wants to become a chef and will have to start out bottom up, he may not make more than 30k to start, but if it brings a renewed sense of vitality to his life and happiness to his heart and he doesn't die of stress by his forties, I will be ever happy, even if we have to pare down our lives.
I guess it's lucky that we were able to buy this one last peice of big furniture that we needed before the inevitable happens.
But imagine, working at the same company, dedicated for 12 years and being fired for leaving the back door of your delivery truck open while you're in the vacinity of the truck, just inside the building. It seems almost ludicrous.
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